You begin the ascent full of energy, you catch air, you fill the lungs to increase. If you look at it from below does not seem so high, so that the lungs have plump far from the bottom, you think you see the end ... And upload the first deliveries of papers, and clap, you're happy, you share and do not look neither up nor down, the road or what you have raised because, from the first step, the end still look short ...
and upload the following, the "cohabitation", and the next, fitness ... Between the second and the third step we have lost a little more air because, although you feel safe ... What if those ladies you see you have to assess "not suitable"? And there is a squeeze us more air account, but sales and climb to the next, still applauding!
And we are on rung of the ECAI ... the first visit, exciting, emotional, a briefing and even air! And climb again, a little more, because you have gathered to sign the contract but ... Ay! Suddenly you miss all the air because you say they will sign ... after 15 months ... And so, having released the air looking down, you have not walked anything! And then you look up and, like a vision, not seeing the end ... How can it be? If I saw when I was down ...
And then you need the first respiration, the first ball artificial oxygen to recharge and work up ... And there, in that promotion, you take everything from euphoria to altitude sickness, dizziness and moments of peace.
And you get to the firm, and not a step, is a small replane fall back, breathe for yourself, take a breath for ... How long? Or you know ... 12, 14, 16, 19 months ... ? And perhaps there is where you decide to take a breath for more than a year, if needed.
Every two months, religiously, you go one step ... News arrives and you will escape a lot of air most of the months, because there are very good, because they make you look up and see the end a little further. But you decide get positive and believe that what you've already got uploaded was more than ahead, and follow your life, less slope of the stairs, and even air in the lungs ...
It comes a day when you look up you sense the end of the ladder, you know the steps you have left but do not know how long it will take to arrive. But you know, you know you're very close, you have not seen it, but you are certain that you will soon see an arm that throws you up and give you the final push to reach the top. And here, there are no rules that are worth breathing because air enters and leaves mess, no rhythm. I'll get up exhausted, but with the satisfaction and joy having "made top."
is what is the escalation, we must learn that air forces must be distributed to the entire wall, because it will be difficult to know how a leg up there, and you need to go slowly and reaffirming, before the next step. You need to save some energy for the next promotion, be sure not to fall well.
This is a learning process for the next time you need to make a similar ascent ... or for another life ... :-)
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